CHAPTER XXXVI
KIRSTY BESTIRS HERSELF
They held a long consultation that night as to what they must do.
Plainly the first and most important thing was to rid Francis of the
delusion that he had disgraced himself in the eyes of his
fellow-officers. This would at once wake him as from a bad dream to the
reality of his condition: convinced of the unreality of the idea that
possessed him, he would at once, they believed, resume his place in the
march of his generation through life. To find means, then, for the
attainment of this end, they set their wits to work; and it was almost
at once clear to David that the readiest way would be to enter into
communication with any they could reach of the officers under whom he
had served. His regiment having by this time, however, with the rest of
the Company's soldiers, passed into the service of the Queen, a change
doubtless involving many other changes concerning which Francis, even
were he fit to be questioned, could give no information, David resolved
to apply to sir Haco Macintosh, who had succeeded Archibald Gordon in
the command, for assistance in finding those who could bear the
testimony he desired to possess.
'Divna ye think, father,' said Kirsty, 'it wud be the surest and
speediest w'y for me to gang mysel to sir Haco?'
''Deed it wud be that, Kirsty!' answered David. 'There's naething like
the bodily presence o' the leevin sowl to gar things gang!'
To this Marion, although at first not a little appalled at the thought
of Kirsty alone in such a huge city as Edinburgh, could not help
assenting, and the next morning Kirsty started, bearing a letter from
her father to his old officer, in which he begged for her the favour of
a few minutes' conference on business concerning her father and the son
of the late colonel Gordon.
Sir Haco had retired from the service some years before the mutiny, and
was living in one of the serenely gloomy squares of the Scots capital.
Kirsty left her letter at the door, and calling the next day, was shown
to the library, where lady Macintosh as well as sir Haco awaited, with
curious and kindly interest, the daughter of the man they had known so
well, and respected so much.
When Kirsty entered the room, dressed very simply in a gown of dark
cloth and a plain straw bonnet, the impression she at once made was
more than favourable, and they received her with a kindness and
courtesy that made her feel herself welcome. They were indeed of her
own kind.
Sir Haco was one of the few men who, regarding constantly the reality,
not the show of things, keep throughout their life, however long, great
part of their youth, and all their childhood. Deeper far in his heart
than any of the honours he had received, all unsought but none
undeserved, lay the memory of a happy and reverential boyhood. Sprung
from a peasant stock, his father was a man of 'high erected thought
seated in a heart of courtesy.'
He was well matched with his wife, who, though born to a far higher
social position in which simplicity is rarer, was, like him, true and
humble and strong. They had one daughter, who grew up only to die: the
moment they saw Kirsty, their hearts went out to her.
For there was in Kirsty that unassumed, unconscious dignity, that
simple propriety, that naturalness of a carriage neither trammeled nor
warped by thought of self, which at once awakes confidence and regard;
while her sweet, unaffected 'book English,' in which appeared no
attempt at speaking like a fine lady, no disastrous endeavour to avoid
her country's utterance, revealed at once her genuine cultivation. Sir
Haco said afterward that when she spoke Scotch it was good and
thorough, and when she spoke English it was Wordsworthian.
Listening to her first words, and reminded of the solemn sententious
way in which sergeant Barclay used to express himself, his face rose
clear in his mind's eye, he saw it as it were reflected in his
daughter's, and broke out with--
'Eh, lassie, but ye're like yer father!'
'Ye min' upon him, sir?' rejoined Kirsty, with her perfect smile.
'Min' upon him! Naebody worth _his_ min'in upo' could ever forget him!
Sit ye doon, and tell's a' aboot him!'
Kirsty did as she was told. She began at the beginning, and explained
first, what doubtless sir Haco knew at least something of before, the
relation between her father and colonel Gordon, whence his family as
well as himself had always felt it their business to look after the
young laird. Then she told how, after a long interval, during which
they could do nothing, a sad opportunity had at length been given them
of at least attempting to serve him; and it was for aid in this attempt
that she now sought sir Haco, who could direct her toward the procuring
of certain information.
'And what sort of information do you think I can give or get for you,
Miss Barclay?' asked sir Haco.
'I'll explain the thing to ye, sir, in as feow words as I can,'
answered Kirsty, dropping her English. 'The young laird has taen 't
intil his heid that he didna carry himsel like a man i' the siege, and
it's grown to be in him what they ca' a fixt idea. He was left, ye see,
sir, a' himlane i' the beleaguert toon, and I fancy the suddent waukin
and the discovery that he was there his lee lane, jist pat him beside
himsel.'
Here she told the whole story, as they had gathered it from Francis,
mingling it with some elucidatory suggestions of her own, and having
ended her narration, went on thus:--
'Ye see, sir, and my leddy, he was little better nor a laddie, and fowk
'at sair needs company, like Francie, misses company ower sair. Men's
no able--_some_ men, my leddy--to tak coonsel wi' their ain herts, as
women whiles learns to du. And sae, whan he cam oot o' the fricht, he
was ower sair upon himsel for bein i' the fricht. For it seems to me
there's no shame in bein frichtit, sae lang as ye dinna serve and obey
the fricht, but trust in him 'at sees, and du what ye hae to du.
Naebody 'at kenned Francie as I did, cud ever believe he faun' mair
fear in 's hert nor was lawfu' and rizzonable--sae lang, that is, as he
was in his richt min': ayont that nane but his maker can jeedge him. I
dinna mean Francie was a pettern, but, sir, he was no cooard--and that
I ken, for I 'm no cooard mysel, please God to keep me as he 's made
me. But the laddie--the man, I suld say--he's no to be persuaudit oot
o' the fancy o' his ain cooardice; and I dinna believe he'll ever win
oot o' 't wantin the testimony o' his fellow-officers, wha o' them may
be left to grant the same. And I canna but think, gien ye'll excuse me,
sir, that, for his father's sake, it wud be a gracious ac' to tak him
intil the queen's service, and lat him baud on fechtin for 's country,
whaurever it may please her mejesty to want him.--Oot whaur he was
afore micht be best for him--I dinna ken. It wad be to put his
country's seal upo' their word.'
'Surely, Miss Barclay, you wouldn't set the poor lad in the forefront
of danger again!' said lady Macintosh.
'I wud that, my lady! I canna but think the airmy, savin for this
misadventur--gien there be ony sic thing as misadventur--hed a fair
chance o' makin a man o' Francie; and whiles I canna help doobtin gien
onything less 'ill ever restore him til himsel but restorin him til 's
former position. It wud ony gait gie him the best chance o' shawin til
himsel 'at there wasna a hair o' the cooard upon him.'
'But,' said sir Haco, 'would her majesty be justified in taking the
risk involved? Would it not be to peril many for a doubtful good to
one?'
Kirsty was silent for a moment, with downcast eyes.
I'm answert, sir--as to that p'int,' she said, looking up.
'For my part,' said lady Macintosh, 'I can't help thinking that the
love of a good woman like yourself must do more for the poor fellow
than the approval of all the soldiers in the world.--Pardon me, Haco.'
'Indeed, my lady, you're perfectly right!' returned her husband with a
smile.
But lady Macintosh hardly heard him, so startled, almost so frightened
was she at the indignation instantly on Kirsty's countenance.
'Putna things intil ony held, my leddy, 'at the hert wud never put
there. It wad be an ill fulfillin o' my father's duty til his auld
colonel, no to say his auld frien, to coontenance sic a notion!'
'I beg your pardon, Miss Barclay; I was wrong to venture the remark.
But may I say in excuse, that it is not unnatural to imagine a young
woman, doing so much for a young man, just a little bit in love with
him?'
'I wud fain hae yer leddyship un'erstaun,' returned Kirsty, 'that my
father, my mother, and mysel, we're jist are and nae mair. No are o' 's
hes a wuss that disna belang to a' three. The langest I can min', it's
been my ae ambition to help my father and mother to du what they
wantit. I never desirit merriage, my leddy, and gien I did, it wudna be
wi' sic as Francie Gordon, weel as I lo'e him, for we war bairnies, and
laddie and lassie thegither: I wudna hae a man it was for me to fin'
faut wi'! 'Deed, mem, what fowk ca's love, hes neither airt nor pairt
i' this metter!'
Not to believe the honest glow in Kirsty's face, and the clear
confident assertion of her eyes, would have shown a poor creature in
whom the faculty of belief was undeveloped.
Sir Haco and lady Macintosh insisted on Kirsty's taking up her abode
with them while she was in Edinburgh; and Kirsty, partly in the hope of
expediting the object of her mission thereby, and partly because her
heart was drawn to her new friends, gladly consented. Before a week was
over, like understanding like, her hostess felt as if she were a
daughter until now long waiting for her somewhere in the infinite.
The self-same morning, sir Haco sat down to his study-table, and began
writing to every officer alive who had served with Francis Gordon,
requesting to know his feeling, and that of the regiment about him.
Within three days he received the first of the answers, which kept
dropping in for the next six months. They all described Gordon as
rather a scatterbrain, as not the less a favourite with officers and
men, and as always showing the courage of a man, or rather of a boy,
seeing he not unfrequently acted with a reprehensible recklessness that
smacked a little of display.
'That's Francie himsel!' cried Kirsty, with the tears in her eyes, when
her host read, to this effect, the first result of his inquiry.
Within a fortnight he received also, from one high in office, the
assurance that, if Mr. Gordon, on his recovery, wished to enter her
majesty's service, he should have his commission.
While her husband was thus kindly occupied, lady Macintosh was showing
Kirsty every loving attention she could think of, and, in taking her
about Edinburgh and its neighbourhood, found that the country girl knew
far more of the history of Scotland than she did herself.
She would gladly have made her acquainted with some of her friends, but
Kirsty shrank from the proposal: she could not forget how her hostess
had herself misinterpreted the interest she took in Francie Gordon. As
soon as she felt that she could do so without seeming ungrateful, she
bade her new friends farewell, and hastened home, carrying with her
copies of the answers which sir Haco had up to that time received.
When she arrived it was with such a glad heart that, at sight of
Francis in her father's Sunday clothes, she laughed so merrily that her
mother said 'The lassie maun be fey!' Haggard as he looked, the old
twinkle awoke in his eye responsive to her joyous amusement; and David,
coming in the next moment from putting up the gray mare with which he
had met the coach to bring Kirsty home, saw them all three laughing in
such an abandonment of mirth as, though unaware of the immediate
motive, he could not help joining.
The same evening Kirsty went to the castle, and Mrs. Bremner needed no
persuasion to find the suit which the young laird had left in his room,
and give it to her to carry to its owner; so that, when he woke the
next morning, Francis saw the gray garments lying by his bed-side in
place of David's black, and felt the better for the sight.
The letters Kirsty had brought, working along, with returning health,
and the surrounding love and sympathy most potent of all, speedily
dispelled his yet lingering delusion. It had occasionally returned in
force while Kirsty was away, but now it left him altogether.
