CHAPTER XI. A LOVER AND HIS LASS
Kilmeny was in the orchard when Eric reached it, and he lingered
for a moment in the shadow of the spruce wood to dream over her
beauty.
The orchard had lately overflowed in waves of old-fashioned
caraway, and she was standing in the midst of its sea of bloom,
with the lace-like blossoms swaying around her in the wind. She
wore the simple dress of pale blue print in which he had first
seen her; silk attire could not better have become her
loveliness. She had woven herself a chaplet of half open white
rosebuds and placed it on her dark hair, where the delicate
blossoms seemed less wonderful than her face.
When Eric stepped through the gap she ran to meet him with
outstretched hands, smiling. He took her hands and looked into
her eyes with an expression before which hers for the first time
faltered. She looked down, and a warm blush strained the ivory
curves of her cheek and throat. His heart bounded, for in that
blush he recognized the banner of love's vanguard.
"Are you glad to see me, Kilmeny?" he asked, in a low significant
tone.
She nodded, and wrote in a somewhat embarrassed fashion,
"Yes. Why do you ask? You know I am always glad to see you. I
was afraid you would not come. You did not come last night and I
was so sorry. Nothing in the orchard seemed nice any longer. I
couldn't even play. I tried to, and my violin only cried. I
waited until it was dark and then I went home."
"I am sorry you were disappointed, Kilmeny. I couldn't come last
night. Some day I shall tell you why. I stayed home to learn a
new lesson. I am sorry you missed me--no, I am glad. Can you
understand how a person may be glad and sorry for the same
thing?"
She nodded again, with a return of her usual sweet composure.
"Yes, I could not have understood once, but I can now. Did you
learn your new lesson?"
"Yes, very thoroughly. It was a delightful lesson when I once
understood it. I must try to teach it to you some day. Come
over to the old bench, Kilmeny. There is something I want to say
to you. But first, will you give me a rose?"
She ran to the bush, and, after careful deliberation, selected a
perfect half-open bud and brought it to him--a white bud with a
faint, sunrise flush about its golden heart.
"Thank you. It is as beautiful as--as a woman I know," Eric
said.
A wistful look came into her face at his words, and she walked
with a drooping head across the orchard to the bench.
"Kilmeny," he said, seriously, "I am going to ask you to do
something for me. I want you to take me home with you and
introduce me to your uncle and aunt."
She lifted her head and stared at him incredulously, as if he had
asked her to do something wildly impossible. Understanding from
his grave face that he meant what he said, a look of dismay
dawned in her eyes. She shook her head almost violently and
seemed to be making a passionate, instinctive effort to speak.
Then she caught up her pencil and wrote with feverish haste:
"I cannot do that. Do not ask me to. You do not understand.
They would be very angry. They do not want to see any one coming
to the house. And they would never let me come here again. Oh,
you do not mean it?"
He pitied her for the pain and bewilderment in her eyes; but he
took her slender hands in his and said firmly,
"Yes, Kilmeny, I do mean it. It is not quite right for us to be
meeting each other here as we have been doing, without the
knowledge and consent of your friends. You cannot now understand
this, but--believe me--it is so."
She looked questioningly, pityingly into his eyes. What she read
there seemed to convince her, for she turned very pale and an
expression of hopelessness came into her face. Releasing her
hands, she wrote slowly,
"If you say it is wrong I must believe it. I did not know
anything so pleasant could be wrong. But if it is wrong we must
not meet here any more. Mother told me I must never do anything
that was wrong. But I did not know this was wrong."
"It was not wrong for you, Kilmeny. But it was a little wrong
for me, because I knew better--or rather, should have known
better. I didn't stop to think, as the children say. Some day
you will understand fully. Now, you will take me to your uncle
and aunt, and after I have said to them what I want to say it
will be all right for us to meet here or anywhere."
She shook her head.
"No," she wrote, "Uncle Thomas and Aunt Janet will tell you to go
away and never come back. And they will never let me come here
any more. Since it is not right to meet you I will not come, but
it is no use to think of going to them. I did not tell them
about you because I knew that they would forbid me to see you,
but I am sorry, since it is so wrong."
"You must take me to them," said Eric firmly. "I am quite sure
that things will not be as you fear when they hear what I have to
say."
Uncomforted, she wrote forlornly,
"I must do it, since you insist, but I am sure it will be no use.
I cannot take you to-night because they are away. They went to
the store at Radnor. But I will take you to-morrow night; and
after that I shall not see you any more."
Two great tears brimmed over in her big blue eyes and splashed
down on her slate. Her lips quivered like a hurt child's. Eric
put his arm impulsively about her and drew her head down upon his
shoulder. As she cried there, softly, miserably, he pressed his
lips to the silky black hair with its coronal of rosebuds. He
did not see two burning eyes which were looking at him over the
old fence behind him with hatred and mad passion blazing in their
depths. Neil Gordon was crouched there, with clenched hands and
heaving breast, watching them.
"Kilmeny, dear, don't cry," said Eric tenderly. "You shall see
me again. I promise you that, whatever happens. I do not think
your uncle and aunt will be as unreasonable as you fear, but even
if they are they shall not prevent me from meeting you somehow."
Kilmeny lifted her head, and wiped the tears from her eyes.
"You do not know what they are like," she wrote. "They will lock
me into my room. That is the way they always punished me when I
was a little girl. And once, not so very long ago, when I was a
big girl, they did it."
"If they do I'll get you out somehow," said Eric, laughing a
little.
She allowed herself to smile, but it was a rather forlorn little
effort. She did not cry any more, but her spirits did not come
back to her. Eric talked gaily, but she only listened in a
pensive, absent way, as if she scarcely heard him. When he asked
her to play she shook her head.
"I cannot think any music to-night," she wrote, "I must go home,
for my head aches and I feel very stupid."
"Very well, Kilmeny. Now, don't worry, little girl. It will all
come out all right."
Evidently she did not share his confidence, for her head drooped
again as they walked together across the orchard. At the
entrance of the wild cherry lane she paused and looked at him
half reproachfully, her eyes filling again. She seemed to be
bidding him a mute farewell. With an impulse of tenderness which
he could not control, Eric put his arm about her and kissed her
red, trembling mouth. She started back with a little cry. A
burning colour swept over her face, and the next moment she fled
swiftly up the darkening lane.
The sweetness of that involuntary kiss clung to Eric's lips as he
went homeward, half-intoxicating him. He knew that it had opened
the gates of womanhood to Kilmeny. Never again, he felt, would
her eyes meet his with their old unclouded frankness. When next
he looked into them he knew that he should see there the
consciousness of his kiss. Behind her in the orchard that night
Kilmeny had left her childhood.
