CHAPTER IX--"I give to him the thing he craves with all his soul--
myself"
In a month she was the Countess of Dunstanwolde, and reigned in her
lord's great town house with a retinue of servants, her powdered
lackeys among the tallest, her liveries and equipages the richest
the world of fashion knew. She was presented at the Court, blazing
with the Dunstanwolde jewels, and even with others her bridegroom
had bought in his passionate desire to heap upon her the
magnificence which became her so well. From the hour she knelt to
kiss the hand of royalty she set the town on fire. It seemed to
have been ordained by Fate that her passage through this world
should be always the triumphant passage of a conqueror. As when a
baby she had ruled the servants' hall, the kennel, and the grooms'
quarters, later her father and his boisterous friends, and from her
fifteenth birthday the whole hunting shire she lived in, so she held
her sway in the great world, as did no other lady of her rank or any
higher. Those of her age seemed but girls yet by her side, whether
married or unmarried, and howsoever trained to modish ways. She was
but scarce eighteen at her marriage, but she was no girl, nor did
she look one, glowing as was the early splendour of her bloom. Her
height was far beyond the ordinary for a woman; but her shape so
faultless and her carriage so regal, that though there were men upon
whom she was tall enough to look down with ease, the beholder but
felt that her tallness was an added grace and beauty with which all
women should have been endowed, and which, as they were not, caused
them to appear but insignificant. What a throat her diamonds blazed
on, what shoulders and bosom her laces framed, on what a brow her
coronet sat and glittered. Her lord lived as 'twere upon his knees
in enraptured adoration. Since his first wife's death in his youth,
he had dwelt almost entirely in the country at his house there,
which was fine and stately, but had been kept gloomily half closed
for a decade. His town establishment had, in truth, never been
opened since his bereavement; and now--an elderly man--he returned
to the gay world he had almost forgotten, with a bride whose youth
and beauty set it aflame. What wonder that his head almost reeled
at times and that he lost his breath before the sum of his strange
late bliss, and the new lease of brilliant life which seemed to have
been given to him.
In the days when, while in the country, he had heard such rumours of
the lawless days of Sir Jeoffry Wildairs' daughter, when he had
heard of her dauntless boldness, her shrewish temper, and her
violent passions, he had been awed at the thought of what a wife
such a woman would make for a gentleman accustomed to a quiet life,
and he had indeed striven hard to restrain the desperate admiration
he was forced to admit she had inspired in him even at her first
ball.
The effort had, in sooth, been in vain, and he had passed many a
sleepless night; and when, as time went on, he beheld her again and
again, and saw with his own eyes, as well as heard from others, of
the great change which seemed to have taken place in her manners and
character, he began devoutly to thank Heaven for the alteration, as
for a merciful boon vouchsafed to him. He had been wise enough to
know that even a stronger man than himself could never conquer or
rule her; and when she seemed to begin to rule herself and bear
herself as befitted her birth and beauty, he had dared to allow
himself to dream of what perchance might be if he had great good
fortune.
In these days of her union with him, he was, indeed, almost humbly
amazed at the grace and kindness she showed him every hour they
passed in each other's company. He knew that there were men,
younger and handsomer than himself, who, being wedded to beauties
far less triumphant than she, found that their wives had but little
time to spare them from the world, which knelt at their feet, and
that in some fashion they themselves seemed to fall into the
background. But 'twas not so with this woman, powerful and
worshipped though she might be. She bore herself with the high
dignity of her rank, but rendered to him the gracious respect and
deference due both to his position and his merit. She stood by his
side and not before him, and her smiles and wit were bestowed upon
him as generously as to others. If she had once been a vixen, she
was surely so no longer, for he never heard a sharp or harsh word
pass her lips, though it is true her manner was always somewhat
imperial, and her lacqueys and waiting women stood in greatest awe
of her. There was that in her presence and in her eye before which
all commoner or weaker creatures quailed. The men of the world who
flocked to pay their court to her, and the popinjays who followed
them, all knew this look, and a tone in her rich voice which could
cut like a knife when she chose that it should do so. But to my
Lord of Dunstanwolde she was all that a worshipped lady could be.
"Your ladyship has made of me a happier man than I ever dared to
dream of being, even when I was but thirty," he would say to her,
with reverent devotion. "I know not what I have done to deserve
this late summer which hath been given me."
"When I consented to be your wife," she answered once, "I swore to
myself that I would make one for you;" and she crossed the hearth to
where he sat--she was attired in all her splendour for a Court ball,
and starred with jewels--bent over his chair and placed a kiss upon
his grizzled hair.
Upon the night before her wedding with him, her sister, Mistress
Anne, had stolen to her chamber at a late hour. When she had
knocked upon the door, and had been commanded to enter, she had come
in, and closing the door behind her, had stood leaning against it,
looking before her, with her eyes wide with agitation and her poor
face almost grey.
All the tapers for which places could be found had been gathered
together, and the room was a blaze of light. In the midst of it,
before her mirror, Clorinda stood attired in her bridal splendour of
white satin and flowing rich lace, a diamond crescent on her head,
sparks of light flaming from every point of her raiment. When she
caught sight of Anne's reflection in the glass before her, she
turned and stood staring at her in wonder.
"What--nay, what is this?" she cried. "What do you come for? On my
soul, you come for something--or you have gone mad."
Anne started forward, trembling, her hands clasped upon her breast,
and fell at her feet with sobs.
"Yes, yes," she gasped, "I came--for something--to speak--to pray
you -! Sister--Clorinda, have patience with me--till my courage
comes again!" and she clutched her robe.
Something which came nigh to being a shudder passed through Mistress
Clorinda's frame; but it was gone in a second, and she touched Anne-
-though not ungently--with her foot, withdrawing her robe.
"Do not stain it with your tears," she said "'twould be a bad omen."
Anne buried her face in her hands and knelt so before her.
"'Tis not too late!" she said--"'tis not too late yet."
"For what?" Clorinda asked. "For what, I pray you tell me, if you
can find your wits. You go beyond my patience with your folly."
"Too late to stop," said Anne--"to draw back and repent."
"What?" commanded Clorinda--"what then should I repent me?"
"This marriage," trembled Mistress Anne, taking her poor hands from
her face to wring them. "It should not be."
"Fool!" quoth Clorinda. "Get up and cease your grovelling. Did you
come to tell me it was not too late to draw back and refuse to be
the Countess of Dunstanwolde?" and she laughed bitterly.
"But it should not be--it must not!" Anne panted. "I--I know,
sister, I know--"
Clorinda bent deliberately and laid her strong, jewelled hand on her
shoulder with a grasp like a vice. There was no hurry in her
movement or in her air, but by sheer, slow strength she forced her
head backward so that the terrified woman was staring in her face.
"Look at me," she said. "I would see you well, and be squarely
looked at, that my eyes may keep you from going mad. You have
pondered over this marriage until you have a frenzy. Women who live
alone are sometimes so, and your brain was always weak. What is it
that you know. Look--in my eyes--and tell me."
It seemed as if her gaze stabbed through Anne's eyes to the very
centre of her brain. Anne tried to bear it, and shrunk and
withered; she would have fallen upon the floor at her feet a
helpless, sobbing heap, but the white hand would not let her go.
"Find your courage--if you have lost it--and speak plain words,"
Clorinda commanded. Anne tried to writhe away, but could not again,
and burst into passionate, hopeless weeping.
"I cannot--I dare not!" she gasped. "I am afraid. You are right;
my brain is weak, and I--but that--that gentleman--who so loved you-
-"
"Which?" said Clorinda, with a brief scornful laugh.
"The one who was so handsome--with the fair locks and the gallant
air--"
"The one you fell in love with and stared at through the window,"
said Clorinda, with her brief laugh again. "John Oxon! He has
victims enough, forsooth, to have spared such an one as you are."
"But he loved you!" cried Anne piteously, "and it must have been
that you--you too, sister--or--or else--" She choked again with
sobs, and Clorinda released her grasp upon her shoulder and stood
upright.
"He wants none of me--nor I of him," she said, with strange
sternness. "We have done with one another. Get up upon your feet
if you would not have me thrust you out into the corridor."
She turned from her, and walking back to her dressing-table, stood
there steadying the diadem on her hair, which had loosed a fastening
when Anne tried to writhe away from her. Anne half sat, half knelt
upon the floor, staring at her with wet, wild eyes of misery and
fear.
"Leave your kneeling," commanded her sister again, "and come here."
Anne staggered to her feet and obeyed her behest. In the glass she
could see the resplendent reflection; but Clorinda did not deign to
turn towards her while she addressed her, changing the while the
brilliants in her hair.
"Hark you, sister Anne," she said. "I read you better than you
think. You are a poor thing, but you love me and--in my fashion--I
think I love you somewhat too. You think I should not marry a
gentleman whom you fancy I do not love as I might a younger,
handsomer man. You are full of love, and spinster dreams of it
which make you flighty. I love my Lord of Dunstanwolde as well as
any other man, and better than some, for I do not hate him. He has
a fine estate, and is a gentleman--and worships me. Since I have
been promised to him, I own I have for a moment seen another
gentleman who MIGHT--but 'twas but for a moment, and 'tis done with.
'Twas too late then. If we had met two years agone 'twould not have
been so. My Lord Dunstanwolde gives to me wealth, and rank, and
life at Court. I give to him the thing he craves with all his soul-
-myself. It is an honest bargain, and I shall bear my part of it
with honesty. I have no virtues--where should I have got them from,
forsooth, in a life like mine? I mean I have no women's virtues;
but I have one that is sometimes--not always--a man's. 'Tis that I
am not a coward and a trickster, and keep my word when 'tis given.
You fear that I shall lead my lord a bitter life of it. 'Twill not
be so. He shall live smoothly, and not suffer from me. What he has
paid for he shall honestly have. I will not cheat him as weaker
women do their husbands; for he pays--poor gentleman--he pays."
And then, still looking at the glass, she pointed to the doorway
through which her sister had come, and in obedience to her gesture
of command, Mistress Anne stole silently away.
