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An Outcast of the Islands by Conrad, Joseph - Chapter 14

PART III





CHAPTER ONE



"Yes! Cat, dog, anything that can scratch or bite; as long as it

is harmful enough and mangy enough. A sick tiger would make you

happy--of all things. A half-dead tiger that you could weep over

and palm upon some poor devil in your power, to tend and nurse

for you. Never mind the consequences--to the poor devil. Let

him be mangled or eaten up, of course! You haven't any pity to

spare for the victims of your infernal charity. Not you! Your

tender heart bleeds only for what is poisonous and deadly. I

curse the day when you set your benevolent eyes on him. I curse

it . . ."



"Now then! Now then!" growled Lingard in his moustache.

Almayer, who had talked himself up to the choking point, drew a

long breath and went on--



"Yes! It has been always so. Always. As far back as I can

remember. Don't you recollect? What about that half-starved dog

you brought on board in Bankok in your arms. In your arms by . .

. ! It went mad next day and bit the serang. You don't mean to

say you have forgotten? The best serang you ever had! You said

so yourself while you were helping us to lash him down to the

chain-cable, just before he died in his fits. Now, didn't you?

Two wives and ever so many children the man left. That was your

doing. . . . And when you went out of your way and risked your

ship to rescue some Chinamen from a water-logged junk in Formosa

Straits, that was also a clever piece of business. Wasn't it?

Those damned Chinamen rose on you before forty-eight hours. They

were cut-throats, those poor fishermen. You knew they were

cut-throats before you made up your mind to run down on a lee

shore in a gale of wind to save them. A mad trick! If they

hadn't been scoundrels--hopeless scoundrels--you would not have

put your ship in jeopardy for them, I know. You would not have

risked the lives of your crew--that crew you loved so--and your

own life. Wasn't that foolish! And, besides, you were not

honest. Suppose you had been drowned? I would have been in a

pretty mess then, left alone here with that adopted daughter of

yours. Your duty was to myself first. I married that girl

because you promised to make my fortune. You know you did! And

then three months afterwards you go and do that mad trick--for a

lot of Chinamen too. Chinamen! You have no morality. I might

have been ruined for the sake of those murderous scoundrels that,

after all, had to be driven overboard after killing ever so many

of your crew--of your beloved crew! Do you call that honest?"



"Well, well!" muttered Lingard, chewing nervously the stump of

his cheroot that had gone out and looking at Almayer--who stamped

wildly about the verandah--much as a shepherd might look at a pet

sheep in his obedient flock turning unexpectedly upon him in

enraged revolt. He seemed disconcerted, contemptuously angry yet

somewhat amused; and also a little hurt as if at some bitter jest

at his own expense. Almayer stopped suddenly, and crossing his

arms on his breast, bent his body forward and went on speaking.



"I might have been left then in an awkward hole--all on account

of your absurd disregard for your safety--yet I bore no grudge.

I knew your weaknesses. But now--when I think of it! Now we are

ruined. Ruined! Ruined! My poor little Nina. Ruined!"



He slapped his thighs smartly, walked with small steps this way

and that, seized a chair, planted it with a bang before Lingard,

and sat down staring at the old seaman with haggard eyes.

Lingard, returning his stare steadily, dived slowly into various

pockets, fished out at last a box of matches and proceeded to

light his cheroot carefully, rolling it round and round between

his lips, without taking his gaze for a moment off the distressed

Almayer. Then from behind a cloud of tobacco smoke he said

calmly--



"If you had been in trouble as often as I have, my boy, you

wouldn't carry on so. I have been ruined more than once. Well,

here I am."



"Yes, here you are," interrupted Almayer. "Much good it is to

me. Had you been here a month ago it would have been of some

use. But now! . . You might as well be a thousand miles off."



"You scold like a drunken fish-wife," said Lingard, serenely. He

got up and moved slowly to the front rail of the verandah. The

floor shook and the whole house vibrated under his heavy step.

For a moment he stood with his back to Almayer, looking out on

the river and forest of the east bank, then turned round and

gazed mildly down upon him.



"It's very lonely this morning here. Hey?" he said.



Almayer lifted up his head.



"Ah! you notice it--don't you? I should think it is lonely!

Yes, Captain Lingard, your day is over in Sambir. Only a month

ago this verandah would have been full of people coming to greet

you. Fellows would be coming up those steps grinning and

salaaming--to you and to me. But our day is over. And not by my

fault either. You can't say that. It's all the doing of that

pet rascal of yours. Ah! He is a beauty! You should have seen

him leading that hellish crowd. You would have been proud of

your old favourite."



"Smart fellow that," muttered Lingard, thoughtfully. Almayer

jumped up with a shriek.



"And that's all you have to say! Smart fellow! O Lord!"



"Don't make a show of yourself. Sit down. Let's talk quietly.

I want to know all about it. So he led?"



"He was the soul of the whole thing. He piloted Abdulla's ship

in. He ordered everything and everybody," said Almayer, who sat

down again, with a resigned air.



"When did it happen--exactly?"



"On the sixteenth I heard the first rumours of Abdulla's ship

being in the river; a thing I refused to believe at first. Next

day I could not doubt any more. There was a great council held

openly in Lakamba's place where almost everybody in Sambir

attended. On the eighteenth the Lord of the Isles was anchored

in Sambir reach, abreast of my house. Let's see. Six weeks

to-day, exactly."



"And all that happened like this? All of a sudden. You never

heard anything--no warning. Nothing. Never had an idea that

something was up? Come, Almayer!"



"Heard! Yes, I used to hear something every day. Mostly lies.

Is there anything else in Sambir?"



"You might not have believed them," observed Lingard. "In fact

you ought not to have believed everything that was told to you,

as if you had been a green hand on his first voyage."



Almayer moved in his chair uneasily.



"That scoundrel came here one day," he said. "He had been away

from the house for a couple of months living with that woman. I

only heard about him now and then from Patalolo's people when

they came over. Well one day, about noon, he appeared in this

courtyard, as if he had been jerked up from hell-where he

belongs."



Lingard took his cheroot out, and, with his mouth full of white

smoke that oozed out through his parted lips, listened,

attentive. After a short pause Almayer went on, looking at the

floor moodily--



"I must say he looked awful. Had a bad bout of the ague

probably. The left shore is very unhealthy. Strange that only

the breadth of the river . . ."



He dropped off into deep thoughtfulness as if he had forgotten

his grievances in a bitter meditation upon the unsanitary

condition of the virgin forests on the left bank. Lingard took

this opportunity to expel the smoke in a mighty expiration and

threw the stump of his cheroot over his shoulder.



"Go on," he said, after a while. "He came to see you . . ."



"But it wasn't unhealthy enough to finish him, worse luck!" went

on Almayer, rousing himself, "and, as I said, he turned up here

with his brazen impudence. He bullied me, he threatened vaguely.

He wanted to scare me, to blackmail me. Me! And, by heaven--he

said you would approve. You! Can you conceive such impudence?

I couldn't exactly make out what he was driving at. Had I known,

I would have approved him. Yes! With a bang on the head. But

how could I guess that he knew enough to pilot a ship through the

entrance you always said was so difficult. And, after all, that

was the only danger. I could deal with anybody here--but when

Abdulla came. . . . That barque of his is armed. He carries

twelve brass six-pounders, and about thirty men. Desperate

beggars. Sumatra men, from Deli and Acheen. Fight all day and

ask for more in the evening. That kind."



"I know, I know," said Lingard, impatiently.



"Of course, then, they were cheeky as much as you please after he

anchored abreast of our jetty. Willems brought her up himself in

the best berth. I could see him from this verandah standing

forward, together with the half-caste master. And that woman was

there too. Close to him. I heard they took her on board off

Lakamba's place. Willems said he would not go higher without

her. Stormed and raged. Frightened them, I believe. Abdulla

had to interfere. She came off alone in a canoe, and no sooner

on deck than she fell at his feet before all hands, embraced his

knees, wept, raved, begged his pardon. Why? I wonder.

Everybody in Sambir is talking of it. They never heard tell or

saw anything like it. I have all this from Ali, who goes about

in the settlement and brings me the news. I had better know what

is going on--hadn't I? From what I can make out, they--he and

that woman--are looked upon as something mysterious--beyond

comprehension. Some think them mad. They live alone with an old

woman in a house outside Lakamba's campong and are greatly

respected--or feared, I should say rather. At least, he is. He

is very violent. She knows nobody, sees nobody, will speak to

nobody but him. Never leaves him for a moment. It's the talk of

the place. There are other rumours. From what I hear I suspect

that Lakamba and Abdulla are tired of him. There's also talk of

him going away in the Lord of the Isles--when she leaves here for

the southward--as a kind of Abdulla's agent. At any rate, he

must take the ship out. The half-caste is not equal to it as

yet."



Lingard, who had listened absorbed till then, began now to walk

with measured steps. Almayer ceased talking and followed him

with his eyes as he paced up and down with a quarter-deck swing,

tormenting and twisting his long white beard, his face perplexed

and thoughtful.



"So he came to you first of all, did he?" asked Lingard, without

stopping.



"Yes. I told you so. He did come. Came to extort money,

goods--I don't know what else. Wanted to set up as a trader--the

swine! I kicked his hat into the courtyard, and he went after

it, and that was the last of him till he showed up with Abdulla.

How could I know that he could do harm in that way? Or in any

way at that! Any local rising I could put down easy with my own

men and with Patalolo's help."



"Oh! yes. Patalolo. No good. Eh? Did you try him at all?"



"Didn't I!" exclaimed Almayer. "I went to see him myself on the

twelfth. That was four days before Abdulla entered the river.

In fact, same day Willems tried to get at me. I did feel a

little uneasy then. Patalolo assured me that there was no

human being that did not love me in Sambir. Looked as wise as an

owl. Told me not to listen to the lies of wicked people from

down the river. He was alluding to that man Bulangi, who lives

up the sea reach, and who had sent me word that a strange ship

was anchored outside--which, of course, I repeated to Patalolo.

He would not believe. Kept on mumbling 'No! No! No!' like an old

parrot, his head all of a tremble, all beslobbered with betel-nut

juice. I thought there was something queer about him. Seemed so

restless, and as if in a hurry to get rid of me. Well. Next day

that one-eyed malefactor who lives with Lakamba--what's his

name--Babalatchi, put in an appearance here! Came about mid-day,

casually like, and stood there on this verandah chatting about

one thing and another. Asking when I expected you, and so on.

Then, incidentally, he mentioned that they--his master and

himself--were very much bothered by a ferocious white man--my

friend--who was hanging about that woman--Omar's daughter. Asked

my advice. Very deferential and proper. I told him the white

man was not my friend, and that they had better kick him out.

Whereupon he went away salaaming, and protesting his friendship

and his master's goodwill. Of course I know now the infernal

nigger came to spy and to talk over some of my men. Anyway,

eight were missing at the evening muster. Then I took alarm.

Did not dare to leave my house unguarded. You know what my wife

is, don't you? And I did not care to take the child with me--it

being late--so I sent a message to Patalolo to say that we ought

to consult; that there were rumours and uneasiness in the

settlement. Do you know what answer I got?"



Lingard stopped short in his walk before Almayer, who went on,

after an impressive pause, with growing animation.



"All brought it: 'The Rajah sends a friend's greeting, and does

not understand the message.' That was all. Not a word more

could Ali get out of him. I could see that Ali was pretty well

scared. He hung about, arranging my hammock--one thing and

another. Then just before going away he mentioned that the

water-gate of the Rajah's place was heavily barred, but that he

could see only very few men about the courtyard. Finally he said,

'There is darkness in our Rajah's house, but no sleep. Only

darkness and fear and the wailing of women.' Cheerful, wasn't

it? It made me feel cold down my back somehow. After Ali

slipped away I stood here--by this table, and listened to the

shouting and drumming in the settlement. Racket enough for

twenty weddings. It was a little past midnight then."



Again Almayer stopped in his narrative with an abrupt shutting of

lips, as if he had said all that there was to tell, and Lingard

stood staring at him, pensive and silent. A big bluebottle fly

flew in recklessly into the cool verandah, and darted with loud

buzzing between the two men. Lingard struck at it with his hat.

The fly swerved, and Almayer dodged his head out of the way.

Then Lingard aimed another ineffectual blow; Almayer jumped up

and waved his arms about. The fly buzzed desperately, and the

vibration of minute wings sounded in the peace of the early

morning like a far-off string orchestra accompanying the hollow,

determined stamping of the two men, who, with heads thrown back

and arms gyrating on high, or again bending low with infuriated

lunges, were intent upon killing the intruder. But suddenly the

buzz died out in a thin thrill away in the open space of the

courtyard, leaving Lingard and Almayer standing face to face in

the fresh silence of the young day, looking very puzzled and

idle, their arms hanging uselessly by their sides--like men

disheartened by some portentous failure.



"Look at that!" muttered Lingard. "Got away after all."



"Nuisance," said Almayer in the same tone. "Riverside is overrun

with them. This house is badly placed . . . mosquitos . . . and

these big flies . . . . last week stung Nina . . . been ill four

days . . . poor child. . . . I wonder what such damned things

are made for!"