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An Outcast of the Islands by Conrad, Joseph - Chapter 19

CHAPTER TWO



Babalatchi ceased speaking. Lingard shifted his feet a little,

uncrossed his arms, and shook his head slowly. The narrative of

the events in Sambir, related from the point of view of the

astute statesman, the sense of which had been caught here and

there by his inattentive ears, had been yet like a thread to

guide him out of the sombre labyrinth of his thoughts; and now he

had come to the end of it, out of the tangled past into the

pressing necessities of the present. With the palms of his hands

on his knees, his elbows squared out, he looked down on

Babalatchi who sat in a stiff attitude, inexpressive and mute as

a talking doll the mechanism of which had at length run down.



"You people did all this," said Lingard at last, "and you will be

sorry for it before the dry wind begins to blow again. Abdulla's

voice will bring the Dutch rule here."



Babalatchi waved his hand towards the dark doorway.



"There are forests there. Lakamba rules the land now. Tell me,

Tuan, do you think the big trees know the name of the ruler? No.

They are born, they grow, they live and they die--yet know not,

feel not. It is their land."



"Even a big tree may be killed by a small axe," said Lingard,

drily. "And, remember, my one-eyed friend, that axes are made by

white hands. You will soon find that out, since you have hoisted

the flag of the Dutch."



"Ay--wa!" said Babalatchi, slowly. "It is written that the earth

belongs to those who have fair skins and hard but foolish hearts.

The farther away is the master, the easier it is for the slave,

Tuan! You were too near. Your voice rang in our ears always.

Now it is not going to be so. The great Rajah in Batavia is

strong, but he may be deceived. He must speak very loud to be

heard here. But if we have need to shout, then he must hear the

many voices that call for protection. He is but a white man."



"If I ever spoke to Patalolo, like an elder brother, it was for

your good--for the good of all," said Lingard with great

earnestness.



"This is a white man's talk," exclaimed Babalatchi, with bitter

exultation. "I know you. That is how you all talk while you

load your guns and sharpen your swords; and when you are ready,

then to those who are weak you say: 'Obey me and be happy, or

die! You are strange, you white men. You think it is only your

wisdom and your virtue and your happiness that are true. You are

stronger than the wild beasts, but not so wise. A black tiger

knows when he is not hungry--you do not. He knows the difference

between himself and those that can speak; you do not understand

the difference between yourselves and us--who are men. You are

wise and great--and you shall always be fools."



He threw up both his hands, stirring the sleeping cloud of smoke

that hung above his head, and brought the open palms on the

flimsy floor on each side of his outstretched legs. The whole

hut shook. Lingard looked at the excited statesman curiously.



"Apa! Apa! What's the matter?" he murmured, soothingly. "Whom

did I kill here? Where are my guns? What have I done? What have

I eaten up?"



Babalatchi calmed down, and spoke with studied courtesy.



"You, Tuan, are of the sea, and more like what we are. Therefore

I speak to you all the words that are in my heart. . . . Only

once has the sea been stronger than the Rajah of the sea."



"You know it; do you?" said Lingard, with pained sharpness.



"Hai! We have heard about your ship--and some rejoiced. Not I.

Amongst the whites, who are devils, you are a man."



"Trima kassi! I give you thanks," said Lingard, gravely.



Babalatchi looked down with a bashful smile, but his face became

saddened directly, and when he spoke again it was in a mournful

tone.



"Had you come a day sooner, Tuan, you would have seen an enemy

die. You would have seen him die poor, blind, unhappy--with no

son to dig his grave and speak of his wisdom and courage. Yes;

you would have seen the man that fought you in Carimata many

years ago, die alone--but for one friend. A great sight to you."



"Not to me," answered Lingard. "I did not even remember him till

you spoke his name just now. You do not understand us. We

fight, we vanquish--and we forget."



"True, true," said Babalatchi, with polite irony; "you whites are

so great that you disdain to remember your enemies. No! No!" he

went on, in the same tone, "you have so much mercy for us, that

there is no room for any remembrance. Oh, you are great and

good! But it is in my mind that amongst yourselves you know how

to remember. Is it not so, Tuan?"



Lingard said nothing. His shoulders moved imperceptibly. He

laid his gun across his knees and stared at the flint lock

absently.



"Yes," went on Babalatchi, falling again into a mournful mood,

"yes, he died in darkness. I sat by his side and held his hand,

but he could not see the face of him who watched the faint breath

on his lips. She, whom he had cursed because of the white man,

was there too, and wept with covered face. The white man walked

about the courtyard making many noises. Now and then he would

come to the doorway and glare at us who mourned. He stared with

wicked eyes, and then I was glad that he who was dying was blind.

This is true talk. I was glad; for a white man's eyes are not

good to see when the devil that lives within is looking out

through them."



"Devil! Hey?" said Lingard, half aloud to himself, as if struck

with the obviousness of some novel idea. Babalatchi went on:



"At the first hour of the morning he sat up--he so weak--and said

plainly some words that were not meant for human ears. I held

his hand tightly, but it was time for the leader of brave men to

go amongst the Faithful who are happy. They of my household

brought a white sheet, and I began to dig a grave in the hut in

which he died. She mourned aloud. The white man came to the

doorway and shouted. He was angry. Angry with her because she

beat her breast, and tore her hair, and mourned with shrill cries

as a woman should. Do you understand what I say, Tuan? That

white man came inside the hut with great fury, and took her by

the shoulder, and dragged her out. Yes, Tuan. I saw Omar dead,

and I saw her at the feet of that white dog who has deceived me.

I saw his face grey, like the cold mist of the morning; I saw his

pale eyes looking down at Omar's daughter beating her head on the

ground at his feet. At the feet of him who is Abdulla's slave.

Yes, he lives by Abdulla's will. That is why I held my hand

while I saw all this. I held my hand because we are now under

the flag of the Orang Blanda, and Abdulla can speak into the ears

of the great. We must not have any trouble with white men.

Abdulla has spoken--and I must obey."



"That's it, is it?" growled Lingard in his moustache. Then in

Malay, "It seems that you are angry, O Babalatchi!"



"No; I am not angry, Tuan," answered Babalatchi, descending from

the insecure heights of his indignation into the insincere depths

of safe humility. "I am not angry. What am I to be angry? I am

only an Orang Laut, and I have fled before your people many

times. Servant of this one--protected of another; I have given

my counsel here and there for a handful of rice. What am I, to

be angry with a white man? What is anger without the power to

strike? But you whites have taken all: the land, the sea, and the

power to strike! And there is nothing left for us in the islands

but your white men's justice; your great justice that knows not

anger."



He got up and stood for a moment in the doorway, sniffing the hot

air of the courtyard, then turned back and leaned against the

stay of the ridge pole, facing Lingard who kept his seat on the

chest. The torch, consumed nearly to the end, burned noisily.

Small explosions took place in the heart of the flame, driving

through its smoky blaze strings of hard, round puffs of white

smoke, no bigger than peas, which rolled out of doors in the

faint draught that came from invisible cracks of the bamboo

walls. The pungent taint of unclean things below and about the

hut grew heavier, weighing down Lingard's resolution and his

thoughts in an irresistible numbness of the brain. He thought

drowsily of himself and of that man who wanted to see him--who

waited to see him. Who waited! Night and day. Waited. . . . A

spiteful but vaporous idea floated through his brain that such

waiting could not be very pleasant to the fellow. Well, let him

wait. He would see him soon enough. And for how long? Five

seconds--five minutes--say nothing--say something. What? No!

Just give him time to take one good look, and then . . .



Suddenly Babalatchi began to speak in a soft voice. Lingard

blinked, cleared his throat--sat up straight.



"You know all now, Tuan. Lakamba dwells in the stockaded house

of Patalolo; Abdulla has begun to build godowns of plank and

stone; and now that Omar is dead, I myself shall depart from this

place and live with Lakamba and speak in his ear. I have served

many. The best of them all sleeps in the ground in a white

sheet, with nothing to mark his grave but the ashes of the hut in

which he died. Yes, Tuan! the white man destroyed it himself.

With a blazing brand in his hand he strode around, shouting to me

to come out--shouting to me, who was throwing earth on the body

of a great leader. Yes; swearing to me by the name of your God

and ours that he would burn me and her in there if we did not

make haste. . . . Hai! The white men are very masterful and

wise. I dragged her out quickly!"



"Oh, damn it!" exclaimed Lingard--then went on in Malay, speaking

earnestly. "Listen. That man is not like other white men. You

know he is not. He is not a man at all. He is . . . I don't

know."



Babalatchi lifted his hand deprecatingly. His eye twinkled, and

his red-stained big lips, parted by an expressionless grin,

uncovered a stumpy row of black teeth filed evenly to the gums.



"Hai! Hai! Not like you. Not like you," he said, increasing

the softness of his tones as he neared the object uppermost in

his mind during that much-desired interview. "Not like you,

Tuan, who are like ourselves, only wiser and stronger. Yet he,

also, is full of great cunning, and speaks of you without any

respect, after the manner of white men when they talk of one

another."



Lingard leaped in his seat as if he had been prodded.



"He speaks! What does he say?" he shouted.



"Nay, Tuan," protested the composed Babalatchi; "what matters his

talk if he is not a man? I am nothing before you--why should I

repeat words of one white man about another? He did boast to

Abdulla of having learned much from your wisdom in years past.

Other words I have forgotten. Indeed, Tuan, I have . . ."



Lingard cut short Babalatchi's protestations by a contemptuous

wave of the hand and reseated himself with dignity.



"I shall go," said Babalatchi, "and the white man will remain

here, alone with the spirit of the dead and with her who has been

the delight of his heart. He, being white, cannot hear the voice

of those that died. . . . Tell me, Tuan," he went on, looking at

Lingard with curiosity--"tell me, Tuan, do you white people ever

hear the voices of the invisible ones?"



"We do not," answered Lingard, "because those that we cannot see

do not speak."



"Never speak! And never complain with sounds that are not

words?" exclaimed Babalatchi, doubtingly. "It may be so--or your

ears are dull. We Malays hear many sounds near the places where

men are buried. To-night I heard . . . Yes, even I have heard.

. . . I do not want to hear any more," he added, nervously.

"Perhaps I was wrong when I . . . There are things I regret.

The trouble was heavy in his heart when he died. Sometimes I

think I was wrong . . . but I do not want to hear the complaint

of invisible lips. Therefore I go, Tuan. Let the unquiet spirit

speak to his enemy the white man who knows not fear, or love, or

mercy--knows nothing but contempt and violence. I have been

wrong! I have! Hai! Hai!"



He stood for awhile with his elbow in the palm of his left hand,

the fingers of the other over his lips as if to stifle the

expression of inconvenient remorse; then, after glancing at the

torch, burnt out nearly to its end, he moved towards the wall by

the chest, fumbled about there and suddenly flung open a large

shutter of attaps woven in a light framework of sticks. Lingard

swung his legs quickly round the corner of his seat.



"Hallo!" he said, surprised.



The cloud of smoke stirred, and a slow wisp curled out through

the new opening. The torch flickered, hissed, and went out, the

glowing end falling on the mat, whence Babalatchi snatched it up

and tossed it outside through the open square. It described a

vanishing curve of red light, and lay below, shining feebly in

the vast darkness. Babalatchi remained with his arm stretched

out into the empty night.



"There," he said, "you can see the white man's courtyard, Tuan,

and his house."



"I can see nothing," answered Lingard, putting his head through

the shutter-hole. "It's too dark."



"Wait, Tuan," urged Babalatchi. "You have been looking long at

the burning torch. You will soon see. Mind the gun, Tuan. It

is loaded."



"There is no flint in it. You could not find a fire-stone for a

hundred miles round this spot," said Lingard, testily. "Foolish

thing to load that gun."



"I have a stone. I had it from a man wise and pious that lives

in Menang Kabau. A very pious man--very good fire. He spoke

words over that stone that make its sparks good. And the gun is

good--carries straight and far. Would carry from here to the

door of the white man's house, I believe, Tuan."



"Tida apa. Never mind your gun," muttered Lingard, peering into

the formless darkness. "Is that the house--that black thing over

there?" he asked.



"Yes," answered Babalatchi; "that is his house. He lives there

by the will of Abdulla, and shall live there till . . . From

where you stand, Tuan, you can look over the fence and across the

courtyard straight at the door--at the door from which he comes

out every morning, looking like a man that had seen Jehannum in

his sleep."



Lingard drew his head in. Babalatchi touched his shoulder with a

groping hand.



"Wait a little, Tuan. Sit still. The morning is not far off

now--a morning without sun after a night without stars. But

there will be light enough to see the man who said not many days

ago that he alone has made you less than a child in Sambir."



He felt a slight tremor under his hand, but took it off directly

and began feeling all over the lid of the chest, behind Lingard's

back, for the gun.



"What are you at?" said Lingard, impatiently. "You do worry about

that rotten gun. You had better get a light."



"A light! I tell you, Tuan, that the light of heaven is very

near," said Babalatchi, who had now obtained possession of the

object of his solicitude, and grasping it strongly by its long

barrel, grounded the stock at his feet.



"Perhaps it is near," said Lingard, leaning both his elbows on

the lower cross-piece of the primitive window and looking out.

"It is very black outside yet," he remarked carelessly.



Babalatchi fidgeted about.



"It is not good for you to sit where you may be seen," he

muttered.



"Why not?" asked Lingard.



"The white man sleeps, it is true," explained Babalatchi, softly;

"yet he may come out early, and he has arms."



"Ah! he has arms?" said Lingard.



"Yes; a short gun that fires many times--like yours here.

Abdulla had to give it to him."



Lingard heard Babalatchi's words, but made no movement. To the

old adventurer the idea that fire arms could be dangerous in

other hands than his own did not occur readily, and certainly not

in connection with Willems. He was so busy with the thoughts

about what he considered his own sacred duty, that he could not

give any consideration to the probable actions of the man of whom

he thought--as one may think of an executed criminal--with

wondering indignation tempered by scornful pity. While he sat

staring into the darkness, that every minute grew thinner before

his pensive eyes, like a dispersing mist, Willems appeared to him

as a figure belonging already wholly to the past--a figure that

could come in no way into his life again. He had made up his

mind, and the thing was as well as done. In his weary thoughts

he had closed this fatal, inexplicable, and horrible episode in

his life. The worst had happened. The coming days would see the

retribution.



He had removed an enemy once or twice before, out of his path; he

had paid off some very heavy scores a good many times. Captain

Tom had been a good friend to many: but it was generally

understood, from Honolulu round about to Diego Suarez, that

Captain Tom's enmity was rather more than any man single-handed

could easily manage. He would not, as he said often, hurt a fly

as long as the fly left him alone; yet a man does not live for

years beyond the pale of civilized laws without evolving for

himself some queer notions of justice. Nobody of those he knew

had ever cared to point out to him the errors of his conceptions.



It was not worth anybody's while to run counter to Lingard's

ideas of the fitness of things--that fact was acquired to the

floating wisdom of the South Seas, of the Eastern Archipelago,

and was nowhere better understood than in out-of-the-way nooks of

the world; in those nooks which he filled, unresisted and

masterful, with the echoes of his noisy presence. There is not

much use in arguing with a man who boasts of never having

regretted a single action of his life, whose answer to a mild

criticism is a good-natured shout--"You know nothing about it. I

would do it again. Yes, sir!" His associates and his

acquaintances accepted him, his opinions, his actions like things

preordained and unchangeable; looked upon his many-sided

manifestations with passive wonder not unmixed with that

admiration which is only the rightful due of a successful man.

But nobody had ever seen him in the mood he was in now. Nobody

had seen Lingard doubtful and giving way to doubt, unable to make

up his mind and unwilling to act; Lingard timid and hesitating

one minute, angry yet inactive the next; Lingard puzzled in a

word, because confronted with a situation that discomposed him by

its unprovoked malevolence, by its ghastly injustice, that to his

rough but unsophisticated palate tasted distinctly of sulphurous

fumes from the deepest hell.



The smooth darkness filling the shutter-hole grew paler and

became blotchy with ill-defined shapes, as if a new universe was

being evolved out of sombre chaos. Then outlines came out,

defining forms without any details, indicating here a tree, there

a bush; a black belt of forest far off; the straight lines of a

house, the ridge of a high roof near by. Inside the hut,

Babalatchi, who lately had been only a persuasive voice, became a

human shape leaning its chin imprudently on the muzzle of a gun

and rolling an uneasy eye over the reappearing world. The day

came rapidly, dismal and oppressed by the fog of the river and by

the heavy vapours of the sky--a day without colour and without

sunshine: incomplete, disappointing, and sad.



Babalatchi twitched gently Lingard's sleeve, and when the old

seaman had lifted up his head interrogatively, he stretched out

an arm and a pointing forefinger towards Willems' house, now

plainly visible to the right and beyond the big tree of the

courtyard.



"Look, Tuan!" he said. "He lives there. That is the door--his

door. Through it he will appear soon, with his hair in disorder

and his mouth full of curses. That is so. He is a white man,

and never satisfied. It is in my mind he is angry even in his

sleep. A dangerous man. As Tuan may observe," he went on,

obsequiously, "his door faces this opening, where you condescend

to sit, which is concealed from all eyes. Faces it--straight--and

not far. Observe, Tuan, not at all far."



"Yes, yes; I can see. I shall see him when he wakes."



"No doubt, Tuan. When he wakes. . . . If you remain here he can

not see you. I shall withdraw quickly and prepare my canoe

myself. I am only a poor man, and must go to Sambir to greet

Lakamba when he opens his eyes. I must bow before Abdulla who

has strength--even more strength than you. Now if you remain

here, you shall easily behold the man who boasted to Abdulla that

he had been your friend, even while he prepared to fight those

who called you protector. Yes, he plotted with Abdulla for that

cursed flag. Lakamba was blind then, and I was deceived. But

you, Tuan! Remember, he deceived you more. Of that he boasted

before all men."



He leaned the gun quietly against the wall close to the window,

and said softly: "Shall I go now, Tuan? Be careful of the gun.

I have put the fire-stone in. The fire-stone of the wise man,

which never fails."



Lingard's eyes were fastened on the distant doorway. Across his

line of sight, in the grey emptiness of the courtyard, a big

fruit-pigeon flapped languidly towards the forests with a loud

booming cry, like the note of a deep gong: a brilliant bird

looking in the gloom of threatening day as black as a crow. A

serried flock of white rice birds rose above the trees with a

faint scream, and hovered, swaying in a disordered mass that

suddenly scattered in all directions, as if burst asunder by a

silent explosion. Behind his back Lingard heard a shuffle of

feet--women leaving the hut. In the other courtyard a voice was

heard complaining of cold, and coming very feeble, but

exceedingly distinct, out of the vast silence of the abandoned

houses and clearings. Babalatchi coughed discreetly. From under

the house the thumping of wooden pestles husking the rice started

with unexpected abruptness. The weak but clear voice in the yard

again urged, "Blow up the embers, O brother!" Another voice

answered, drawling in modulated, thin sing-song, "Do it yourself,

O shivering pig!" and the drawl of the last words stopped short,

as if the man had fallen into a deep hole. Babalatchi coughed

again a little impatiently, and said in a confidential tone--



"Do you think it is time for me to go, Tuan? Will you take care

of my gun, Tuan? I am a man that knows how to obey; even obey

Abdulla, who has deceived me. Nevertheless this gun carries far

and true--if you would want to know, Tuan. And I have put in a

double measure of powder, and three slugs. Yes, Tuan.

Now--perhaps--I go."



When Babalatchi commenced speaking, Lingard turned slowly round

and gazed upon him with the dull and unwilling look of a sick man

waking to another day of suffering. As the astute statesman

proceeded, Lingard's eyebrows came close, his eyes became

animated, and a big vein stood out on his forehead, accentuating

a lowering frown. When speaking his last words Babalatchi

faltered, then stopped, confused, before the steady gaze of the

old seaman.



Lingard rose. His face cleared, and he looked down at the

anxious Babalatchi with sudden benevolence.



"So! That's what you were after," he said, laying a heavy hand

on Babalatchi's yielding shoulder. "You thought I came here to

murder him. Hey? Speak! You faithful dog of an Arab trader!"



"And what else, Tuan?" shrieked Babalatchi, exasperated into

sincerity. "What else, Tuan! Remember what he has done; he

poisoned our ears with his talk about you. You are a man. If

you did not come to kill, Tuan, then either I am a fool or . . ."



He paused, struck his naked breast with his open palm, and

finished in a discouraged whisper--"or, Tuan, you are."



Lingard looked down at him with scornful serenity. After his

long and painful gropings amongst the obscure abominations of

Willems' conduct, the logical if tortuous evolutions of

Babalatchi's diplomatic mind were to him welcome as daylight.

There was something at last he could understand--the clear effect

of a simple cause. He felt indulgent towards the disappointed

sage.



"So you are angry with your friend, O one-eyed one!" he said

slowly, nodding his fierce countenance close to Babalatchi's

discomfited face. "It seems to me that you must have had much to

do with what happened in Sambir lately. Hey? You son of a burnt

father."



"May I perish under your hand, O Rajah of the sea, if my words

are not true!" said Babalatchi, with reckless excitement. "You

are here in the midst of your enemies. He the greatest. Abdulla

would do nothing without him, and I could do nothing without

Abdulla. Strike me--so that you strike all!"



"Who are you," exclaimed Lingard contemptuously--"who are you to

dare call yourself my enemy! Dirt! Nothing! Go out first," he

went on severely. "Lakas! quick. March out!"



He pushed Babalatchi through the doorway and followed him down

the short ladder into the courtyard. The boatmen squatting over

the fire turned their slow eyes with apparent difficulty towards

the two men; then, unconcerned, huddled close together again,

stretching forlornly their hands over the embers. The women

stopped in their work and with uplifted pestles flashed quick and

curious glances from the gloom under the house.



"Is that the way?" asked Lingard with a nod towards the little

wicket-gate of Willems' enclosure.



"If you seek death, that is surely the way," answered Babalatchi

in a dispassionate voice, as if he had exhausted all the

emotions. "He lives there: he who destroyed your friends; who

hastened Omar's death; who plotted with Abdulla first against

you, then against me. I have been like a child. O shame! . . .

But go, Tuan. Go there."



"I go where I like," said Lingard, emphatically, "and you may go

to the devil; I do not want you any more. The islands of these

seas shall sink before I, Rajah Laut, serve the will of any of

your people. Tau? But I tell you this: I do not care what you

do with him after to-day. And I say that because I am merciful."



"Tida! I do nothing," said Babalatchi, shaking his head with

bitter apathy. "I am in Abdulla's hand and care not, even as you

do. No! no!" he added, turning away, "I have learned much wisdom

this morning. There are no men anywhere. You whites are cruel

to your friends and merciful to your enemies--which is the work

of fools."



He went away towards the riverside, and, without once looking

back, disappeared in the low bank of mist that lay over the water

and the shore. Lingard followed him with his eyes thoughtfully.

After awhile he roused himself and called out to his boatmen--



"Hai--ya there! After you have eaten rice, wait for me with your

paddles in your hands. You hear?"



"Ada, Tuan!" answered Ali through the smoke of the morning fire

that was spreading itself, low and gentle, over the

courtyard--"we hear!"



Lingard opened slowly the little wicket-gate, made a few steps

into the empty enclosure, and stopped. He had felt about his

head the short breath of a puff of wind that passed him, made

every leaf of the big tree shiver--and died out in a hardly

perceptible tremor of branches and twigs. Instinctively he

glanced upwards with a seaman's impulse. Above him, under the

grey motionless waste of a stormy sky, drifted low black vapours,

in stretching bars, in shapeless patches, in sinuous wisps and

tormented spirals. Over the courtyard and the house floated a

round, sombre, and lingering cloud, dragging behind a tail of

tangled and filmy streamers--like the dishevelled hair of a

mourning woman.