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An Outcast of the Islands by Conrad, Joseph - Chapter 24

CHAPTER TWO



For the next half-hour Almayer, who wanted to give Joanna plenty

of time, stumbled amongst the lumber in distant parts of his

enclosure, sneaked along the fences; or held his breath,

flattened against grass walls behind various outhouses: all this

to escape Ali's inconveniently zealous search for his master. He

heard him talk with the head watchman--sometimes quite close to

him in the darkness--then moving off, coming back, wondering,

and, as the time passed, growing uneasy.



"He did not fall into the river?--say, thou blind watcher!" Ali

was growling in a bullying tone, to the other man. "He told me

to fetch Mahmat, and when I came back swiftly I found him not in

the house. There is that Sirani woman there, so that Mahmat

cannot steal anything, but it is in my mind, the night will be

half gone before I rest."



He shouted--



"Master! O master! O mast . . ."



"What are you making that noise for?" said Almayer, with

severity, stepping out close to them.



The two Malays leaped away from each other in their surprise.



"You may go. I don't want you any more tonight, Ali," went on

Almayer. "Is Mahmat there?"



"Unless the ill-behaved savage got tired of waiting. Those men

know not politeness. They should not be spoken to by white men,"

said Ali, resentfully.



Almayer went towards the house, leaving his servants to wonder

where he had sprung from so unexpectedly. The watchman hinted

obscurely at powers of invisibility possessed by the master, who

often at night . . . Ali interrupted him with great scorn. Not

every white man has the power. Now, the Rajah Laut could make

himself invisible. Also, he could be in two places at once, as

everybody knew; except he--the useless watchman--who knew no more

about white men than a wild pig! Ya-wa!



And Ali strolled towards his hut, yawning loudly.



As Almayer ascended the steps he heard the noise of a door flung

to, and when he entered the verandah he saw only Mahmat there,

close to the doorway of the passage. Mahmat seemed to be caught

in the very act of slinking away, and Almayer noticed that with

satisfaction. Seeing the white man, the Malay gave up his

attempt and leaned against the wall. He was a short, thick,

broad-shouldered man with very dark skin and a wide, stained,

bright-red mouth that uncovered, when he spoke, a close row of

black and glistening teeth. His eyes were big, prominent, dreamy

and restless. He said sulkily, looking all over the place from

under his eyebrows--



"White Tuan, you are great and strong--and I a poor man. Tell me

what is your will, and let me go in the name of God. It is

late."



Almayer examined the man thoughtfully. How could he find out

whether . . . He had it! Lately he had employed that man and

his two brothers as extra boatmen to carry stores, provisions,

and new axes to a camp of rattan cutters some distance up the

river. A three days' expedition. He would test him now in that

way. He said negligently--



"I want you to start at once for the camp, with surat for the

Kavitan. One dollar a day."



The man appeared plunged in dull hesitation, but Almayer, who

knew his Malays, felt pretty sure from his aspect that nothing

would induce the fellow to go. He urged--



"It is important--and if you are swift I shall give two dollars

for the last day."



"No, Tuan. We do not go," said the man, in a hoarse whisper.



"Why?"



"We start on another journey."



"Where?"



"To a place we know of," said Mahmat, a little louder, in a

stubborn manner, and looking at the floor.



Almayer experienced a feeling of immense joy. He said, with

affected annoyance--



"You men live in my house and it is as if it were your own. I

may want my house soon."



Mahmat looked up.



"We are men of the sea and care not for a roof when we have a

canoe that will hold three, and a paddle apiece. The sea is our

house. Peace be with you, Tuan."



He turned and went away rapidly, and Almayer heard him directly

afterwards in the courtyard calling to the watchman to open the

gate. Mahmat passed through the gate in silence, but before the

bar had been put up behind him he had made up his mind that if

the white man ever wanted to eject him from his hut, he would

burn it and also as many of the white man's other buildings as he

could safely get at. And he began to call his brothers before he

was inside the dilapidated dwelling.



"All's well!" muttered Almayer to himself, taking some loose Java

tobacco from a drawer in the table. "Now if anything comes out I

am clear. I asked the man to go up the river. I urged him. He

will say so himself. Good."



He began to charge the china bowl of his pipe, a pipe with a long

cherry stem and a curved mouthpiece, pressing the tobacco down

with his thumb and thinking: No. I sha'n't see her again.

Don't want to. I will give her a good start, then go in

chase--and send an express boat after father. Yes! that's it.



He approached the door of the office and said, holding his pipe

away from his lips--



"Good luck to you, Mrs. Willems. Don't lose any time. You may

get along by the bushes; the fence there is out of repair. Don't

lose time. Don't forget that it is a matter of . . . life and

death. And don't forget that I know nothing. I trust you."



He heard inside a noise as of a chest-lid falling down. She made

a few steps. Then a sigh, profound and long, and some faint

words which he did not catch. He moved away from the door on

tiptoe, kicked off his slippers in a corner of the verandah, then

entered the passage puffing at his pipe; entered cautiously in a

gentle creaking of planks and turned into a curtained entrance to

the left. There was a big room. On the floor a small binnacle

lamp--that had found its way to the house years ago from the

lumber-room of the Flash--did duty for a night-light. It

glimmered very small and dull in the great darkness. Almayer

walked to it, and picking it up revived the flame by pulling the

wick with his fingers, which he shook directly after with a

grimace of pain. Sleeping shapes, covered--head and all--with

white sheets, lay about on the mats on the floor. In the middle

of the room a small cot, under a square white mosquito net,

stood--the only piece of furniture between the four

walls--looking like an altar of transparent marble in a gloomy

temple. A woman, half-lying on the floor with her head dropped

on her arms, which were crossed on the foot of the cot, woke up

as Almayer strode over her outstretched legs. She sat up without

a word, leaning forward, and, clasping her knees, stared down

with sad eyes, full of sleep.



Almayer, the smoky light in one hand, his pipe in the other,

stood before the curtained cot looking at his daughter--at his

little Nina--at that part of himself, at that small and

unconscious particle of humanity that seemed to him to contain

all his soul. And it was as if he had been bathed in a bright

and warm wave of tenderness, in a tenderness greater than the

world, more precious than life; the only thing real, living,

sweet, tangible, beautiful and safe amongst the elusive, the

distorted and menacing shadows of existence. On his face, lit up

indistinctly by the short yellow flame of the lamp, came a look

of rapt attention while he looked into her future. And he could

see things there! Things charming and splendid passing before

him in a magic unrolling of resplendent pictures; pictures of

events brilliant, happy, inexpressibly glorious, that would make

up her life. He would do it! He would do it. He would! He

would--for that child! And as he stood in the still night, lost

in his enchanting and gorgeous dreams, while the ascending, thin

thread of tobacco smoke spread into a faint bluish cloud above

his head, he appeared strangely impressive and ecstatic: like a

devout and mystic worshipper, adoring, transported and mute;

burning incense before a shrine, a diaphanous shrine of a

child-idol with closed eyes; before a pure and vaporous shrine of

a small god--fragile, powerless, unconscious and sleeping.



When Ali, roused by loud and repeated shouting of his name,

stumbled outside the door of his hut, he saw a narrow streak of

trembling gold above the forests and a pale sky with faded stars

overhead: signs of the coming day. His master stood before the

door waving a piece of paper in his hand and shouting

excitedly--"Quick, Ali! Quick!" When he saw his servant he

rushed forward, and pressing the paper on him objurgated him, in

tones which induced Ali to think that something awful had

happened, to hurry up and get the whale-boat ready to go

immediately--at once, at once--after Captain Lingard. Ali

remonstrated, agitated also, having caught the infection of

distracted haste.



"If must go quick, better canoe. Whale-boat no can catch, same

as small canoe."



"No, no! Whale-boat! whale-boat! You dolt! you wretch!" howled

Almayer, with all the appearance of having gone mad. "Call the

men! Get along with it. Fly!"



And Ali rushed about the courtyard kicking the doors of huts open

to put his head in and yell frightfully inside; and as he dashed

from hovel to hovel, men shivering and sleepy were coming out,

looking after him stupidly, while they scratched their ribs with

bewildered apathy. It was hard work to put them in motion. They

wanted time to stretch themselves and to shiver a little. Some

wanted food. One said he was sick. Nobody knew where the rudder

was. Ali darted here and there, ordering, abusing, pushing one,

then another, and stopping in his exertions at times to wring his

hands hastily and groan, because the whale-boat was much slower

than the worst canoe and his master would not listen to his

protestations.



Almayer saw the boat go off at last, pulled anyhow by men that

were cold, hungry, and sulky; and he remained on the jetty

watching it down the reach. It was broad day then, and the sky

was perfectly cloudless. Almayer went up to the house for a

moment. His household was all astir and wondering at the strange

disappearance of the Sirani woman, who had taken her child and

had left her luggage. Almayer spoke to no one, got his revolver,

and went down to the river again. He jumped into a small canoe

and paddled himself towards the schooner. He worked very

leisurely, but as soon as he was nearly alongside he began to

hail the silent craft with the tone and appearance of a man in a

tremendous hurry.



"Schooner ahoy! schooner ahoy!" he shouted.



A row of blank faces popped up above the bulwark. After a while a

man with a woolly head of hair said--



"Sir!"



"The mate! the mate! Call him, steward!" said Almayer,

excitedly, making a frantic grab at a rope thrown down to him by

somebody.



In less than a minute the mate put his head over. He asked,

surprised--



"What can I do for you, Mr. Almayer?"



"Let me have the gig at once, Mr. Swan--at once. I ask in

Captain Lingard's name. I must have it. Matter of life and

death."



The mate was impressed by Almayer's agitation



"You shall have it, sir. . . . Man the gig there! Bear a hand,

serang! . . . It's hanging astern, Mr. Almayer," he said,

looking down again. "Get into it, sir. The men are coming down

by the painter."



By the time Almayer had clambered over into the stern sheets,

four calashes were in the boat and the oars were being passed

over the taffrail. The mate was looking on. Suddenly he said--



"Is it dangerous work? Do you want any help? I would come . . ."



"Yes, yes!" cried Almayer. "Come along. Don't lose a moment.

Go and get your revolver. Hurry up! hurry up!"



Yet, notwithstanding his feverish anxiety to be off, he lolled

back very quiet and unconcerned till the mate got in and, passing

over the thwarts, sat down by his side. Then he seemed to wake

up, and called out--



"Let go--let go the painter!"



"Let go the painter--the painter!" yelled the bowman, jerking at

it.



People on board also shouted "Let go!" to one another, till it

occurred at last to somebody to cast off the rope; and the boat

drifted rapidly away from the schooner in the sudden silencing of

all voices.



Almayer steered. The mate sat by his side, pushing the

cartridges into the chambers of his revolver. When the weapon was

loaded he asked--



"What is it? Are you after somebody?"



"Yes," said Almayer, curtly, with his eyes fixed ahead on the

river. "We must catch a dangerous man."



"I like a bit of a chase myself," declared the mate, and then,

discouraged by Almayer's aspect of severe thoughtfulness, said

nothing more.



Nearly an hour passed. The calashes stretched forward head first

and lay back with their faces to the sky, alternately, in a

regular swing that sent the boat flying through the water; and

the two sitters, very upright in the stern sheets, swayed

rhythmically a little at every stroke of the long oars plied

vigorously.



The mate observed: "The tide is with us."



"The current always runs down in this river," said Almayer.



"Yes--I know," retorted the other; "but it runs faster on the

ebb. Look by the land at the way we get over the ground! A

five-knot current here, I should say."



"H'm!" growled Almayer. Then suddenly: "There is a passage

between two islands that will save us four miles. But at low

water the two islands, in the dry season, are like one with only

a mud ditch between them. Still, it's worth trying."



"Ticklish job that, on a falling tide," said the mate, coolly.

"You know best whether there's time to get through."



"I will try," said Almayer, watching the shore intently. "Look

out now!"



He tugged hard at the starboard yoke-line.



"Lay in your oars!" shouted the mate.



The boat swept round and shot through the narrow opening of a

creek that broadened out before the craft had time to lose its

way.



"Out oars! . . . Just room enough," muttered the mate.



It was a sombre creek of black water speckled with the gold of

scattered sunlight falling through the boughs that met overhead

in a soaring, restless arc full of gentle whispers passing,

tremulous, aloft amongst the thick leaves. The creepers climbed

up the trunks of serried trees that leaned over, looking insecure

and undermined by floods which had eaten away the earth from

under their roots. And the pungent, acrid smell of rotting

leaves, of flowers, of blossoms and plants dying in that

poisonous and cruel gloom, where they pined for sunshine in vain,

seemed to lay heavy, to press upon the shiny and stagnant water

in its tortuous windings amongst the everlasting and invincible

shadows.



Almayer looked anxious. He steered badly. Several times the

blades of the oars got foul of the bushes on one side or the

other, checking the way of the gig. During one of those

occurrences, while they were getting clear, one of the calashes

said something to the others in a rapid whisper. They looked

down at the water. So did the mate.



"Hallo!" he exclaimed. "Eh, Mr. Almayer! Look! The water is

running out. See there! We will be caught."



"Back! back! We must go back!" cried Almayer.



"Perhaps better go on."



"No; back! back!"



He pulled at the steering line, and ran the nose of the boat into

the bank. Time was lost again in getting clear.



"Give way, men! give way!" urged the mate, anxiously.



The men pulled with set lips and dilated nostrils, breathing

hard.



"Too late," said the mate, suddenly. "The oars touch the bottom

already. We are done."



The boat stuck. The men laid in the oars, and sat, panting, with

crossed arms.



"Yes, we are caught," said Almayer, composedly. "That is

unlucky!"



The water was falling round the boat. The mate watched the

patches of mud coming to the surface. Then in a moment he

laughed, and pointing his finger at the creek--



"Look!" he said; "the blamed river is running away from us.

Here's the last drop of water clearing out round that bend."



Almayer lifted his head. The water was gone, and he looked only

at a curved track of mud--of mud soft and black, hiding fever,

rottenness, and evil under its level and glazed surface.



"We are in for it till the evening," he said, with cheerful

resignation. "I did my best. Couldn't help it."



"We must sleep the day away," said the mate. "There's nothing to

eat," he added, gloomily.



Almayer stretched himself in the stern sheets. The Malays curled

down between thwarts.



"Well, I'm jiggered!" said the mate, starting up after a long

pause. "I was in a devil of a hurry to go and pass the day stuck

in the mud. Here's a holiday for you! Well! well!"



They slept or sat unmoving and patient. As the sun mounted

higher the breeze died out, and perfect stillness reigned in the

empty creek. A troop of long-nosed monkeys appeared, and

crowding on the outer boughs, contemplated the boat and the

motionless men in it with grave and sorrowful intensity,

disturbed now and then by irrational outbreaks of mad

gesticulation. A little bird with sapphire breast balanced a

slender twig across a slanting beam of light, and flashed in it

to and fro like a gem dropped from the sky. His minute round eye

stared at the strange and tranquil creatures in the boat. After

a while he sent out a thin twitter that sounded impertinent and

funny in the solemn silence of the great wilderness; in the great

silence full of struggle and death.